Thursday, 31 July 2025

July 2025

June was a very fun month, so I guess in the name of fairness, it was only right and proper that July got off to a STRESSFUL start.
 

Our dog Jessie (aka Kelly, aka Kelly-Jessie, aka KJ) started just, vomiting, a lot, and then bad pooping, a lot, with blood, and unlike with Charlie (the flashbacks, oh no) I was not about to ignore this. So we took her to our local vet, who in turn told us to go to the emergency admission vet, but the local one in Streatham was full so we had to drive (in hire car) all the way to bloody Victoria (from Croydon)

We had initially thought maybe she'd got some kind of obstruction from swallowing something she foraged in the park, but it turns out she had pancreatitis. Absolutely no idea what bought it on (could have been one of many things, or indeed, no particular thing). (Also did not even know what pancreatitis was until then)

She had to stay in for days! She was still refusing to eat. I went to visit her and was not emotionally ready for how rough she looked.

Eventually on day 4 in doggie hospital, they sent us a grainy video of her finally eating a little bit of chicken for her breakfast

And we were finally able to bring her home on day 5 (despite the vets best efforts at cleaning her up, she'd poo'd on herself several times and absolutely reeked to high heaven. We had to hose her)

This whole affair cost around £4,200 in vets fees, so here's my semi-regular reminder to all pet owners: PET INSURANCE IS WORTH IT (we actually are wishing we got the policy with £10,000 vet fees not just £5000, as if she gets sick again before her renewal next April we're fucked) 

Silver lining — for one day a year we can't walk her in our local park because of the community festival. But because she was recovering, she didn't need a walk that day! I had a nice walk around the festival by myself (even though it rained again)

Our former housemate Camille came over and we played old fav boardgame Quacks of Quedlinberg

My laptop continues to be on its last legs, and especially on days when temps get above around 25, everything gets..... very...... slow

Went to a super fun workshop as part of London data week about nature data! (These are all photos I took for the iNaturalist app as part of one activity we did)

Got a tattoo! The top image (black) is the sketch I sent to the tattoo artist a few months ago when I booked, and the bottom image (black) is what I got! I love it.

Went to the LCC staff conference, in which I went to a workshop where we tried to make collaged zines critiquing some of the university's new slogans (but it was 33 degrees with no AC and my IBS was flaring up and it was the first day of my period and I felt like death so it was quite difficult to be very thoughtful)

July is the month for cute lil outdoor events. Very much enjoyed the annual garden party at my Quaker meeting house. 

Occasionally I imagine that I could be green fingered, but the truth of the matter is I never have been and never will be. My partner is the plant pro.

Sometimes I think KJ could take or leave me, but me and my partner took her out for a walk together, and then I decided to stay back and pick blackberries while they went home to make dinner, and Jessie sulked the whole way about me not coming

It's GRADUATION TIME!! Somehow can't quite believe that I got to have a graduation from my PG Cert, but... I did?! I don't love the ceremony but it's fun to wear the silly hat and robes, innit. 

Look, putting all discourse about how landfill is terrible and how wasteful and irresponsible as a society we are: I love to go to the tip.

Used aforementioned blackberries to make a lemon polenta blackberry cake which I initially thought was shit but was actually... fine?!

An unusual number of (partial or entirely) analogue visual diaries this month?! Collage fun with Heidi at her birthday gathering at the Circular Space in Shoreham

And the next day it was my partner's birthday! I baked a much more successful cake than my lemon and blackberry cake: a carrot cake (at their request — I think carrot cake kinda sucks)

It's been a bad IBS month for some reason, idk. Had to take a day of sitting at home. Not sure I am very good at this 'relaxing' malarkey

 Relatable, I'm sure

Tummy felt better enough for BIG HIKE! Finally — my last London Loop was way back in Feb! Nice to get back on it again. Can't say the area between Hatch End and Elstree and Borehamwood has a huge amount to recommend it, in all honesty.

An ode to... a shower cap?! This is being in your late 30s I guess

I will never stop making these visual diaries which attempt to capture the essence of a depressing rainy day

Had a nice time going to the summer exhibition at the RA with mum, as is our tradition. The RA is a bit like a Where's Wally scene, except it's all women who look like my mum (but which one is my mum)

Made a sandwich so good it reminded me of that scene in Adventure time (except I actually got to eat it)

Have YOU also been seeing way more Jersey Tiger moths than ever before this year?! They are very pretty

And then, to Bournemouth! I've got a bit of a summer hustle going on, teaching on a summer school for Chinese students — some online teaching in week 1, for week 2 we're in Bournemouth, and for weeks 3 and 4 we'll be in Norwich, at the respective cities' arts universities. I am only teaching for two days, with a day off in the middle, which means space for a cute lil outing. (I also needed to travel down the night before to ensure on time arrival). I am staying in student halls! Which is fun! (They're actually really nice)

I've spent time in Bournemouth before (back when I worked for Kings Education, who have a campus here) — I can't say it's my favourite place in the UK (too many big weird wide roads? Everything is annoyingly far apart?) but I do love the long skinny park and being by the sea.

On Tuesday the students thought about sequential images and creating designs to be painted across two ceramic tiles. I did this sketched version of lots of the things I'd seen in Bournemouth so far!

 
Wednesday was a day off teaching but I still had a halls room to stay in, so I took advantage of this by going on a PIERS JAUNT!!! Exactly how many piers did I see?! Unclear, somewhere between 1 and 5. (Between Weymouth and Swanage). I also had a ride on the heritage railway to Swanage which was absolutely A+

 
Another day of teaching and then a train back to London this evening. However, just 15 minutes or so away from London, just before 7pm, someone jumped in front of our train at Wimbledon station — I've never had that happen to my specific train before. Turns out — that takes a long time to sort out, and we ended up being stuck in place for around two and a quarter hours while they did what they had to do. (With Wimbledon station and all lines in and out of it being closed) I was weirdly zen-like about it all (as someone who normally gets very antsy on a stopped train). Luckily it was not a busy train (they told us there were 177 people in total across the 10 carriages — which is decidedly chill), the wifi (mostly) worked (until they turned the power off), the toilets were functional (until the last 15 minutes or so), and despite warnings that when the AC went off it would become stifling rapidly, there were few enough of us that it did not. Initially there was no on-board drinking water, but they bought some along for us eventually (and I was fine as I'd come prepared). My main woe was HUNGRY FOR DINNER, but I'm big and strong enough to tough that out. Did stare longingly at Wimbledon Waitrose a lot though, and spent much of my time doing this loving rendition of it, from my vantage point. 

Anyway, obligatory plug for Samaritans here (not that it worked this time, sigh) — if you're ever feeling even a little bit low (you don't have to get to 'might jump in front of a train' levels of low, though we're here for that too), give us a ring on 116 123. (I say us. Probably not me, but, occasionally, me)

I am FINALLY home like 3 hours later than expected, and I'm ready for AUGUST (though mostly ready for bed).

Monday, 30 June 2025

June 2025

Well, I am writing this from 33° London, and just yesterday I made this 'pool party' mix to accompany the glorious weather. If you want to get a glimpse into my current mood in audio form, pop this on while you read the blog. (Vibes: hot, peppy, sultry)

My partner is a big bug fan/nerd, and at this point nearly 5 years in I am finding it a little contagious. Turns out there's lots of cool guys in Croydon, WHO KNEW? (Also many less desirable guys like mosquitos, roaches, fruit flies etc, but I am willing to get excited about ones like this)

For most of my adult life I didn't feel confident wearing shorts... it sounds ridiculous, but my tits were too big?! Difficult to explain if you haven't been there and/or don't feel that way personally, but somehow wearing shorts made me feel really unbalanced and exposed. But now my tits are a reasonable size (as of surgery 3 years ago), short shorts suddenly seem like an entirely reasonable choice (leg tattoos also help). At the start of the month it was shorts with leggings season but now it is shorts with NO leggings season, and I for one am celebrating. (Though I do hate the current trend for BIG JORTS)

 

Exremely delicious asparagus and orzo dinner which YOU TOO could make, if you can follow this chaotically illustrated recipe

 

 

Went to see Pan Amsterdam at the Jazz Cafe, and he was great. I'm still trying to experiment with ways of illustrating over photographs in ways which don't feel too much like cheating... (I particularly liked the shadowing in this one) (Also I only ever use photos I TOOK so is it even really cheating at all?!)

Term is finishing! My students really like me (but not enough to show up)

Adventures in no-longer-taking-the-pill continue. I'm, what, 8 or 9 months in now, and every single cycle seems to get longer. This one was 46 days!! Seemingly no ill effects other than me getting tenser and tenser wondering when period's gonna drop. Am I pre-menopausal? I know everyone says the menopause sucks but I for one am 100% ready for my reproductive system to log off

Period arrived along with some brutal bean-induced IBS, but I still had my mega day out, godammit. Visited a few open gardens, went to see my friend Nat do a talk about the exhibition she curated, and did some bits at the exhibition road Festival (Go see Design and Disability at the V&A!! It's the best!!)

The next day I went to see more open gardens! Here were all the ones I saw over the weekend. Bit of a mixed bag tbh and not sure I'd pay the ticket price again another year, but some of them were awesome enough to make it worthwhile.


 I'm really enjoying braiding my hair again, and people keep saying I look nice, so it must be true! (Or people are just disconcerted enough by change to feel they have to compliment it by default)

Went life drawing with my partner and realised I am much better at drawing voluptuous women than bony men.

Our neighbour keeps feeding the local squirrel population sugary baked goods which means we keep finding sugary baked goods in our garden. I am unimpressed.


Personal development! (Or... not)

Emma loves the sunshine! (Emma hates the rain)

My partner keeps reminding me how much we want it to rain for the sake of our garden but I am sufficiently scarred by my rain-sodden years in Hebden Bridge that psychologically I would be perfectly happy if it never rained again (while obviously recognising that we would all die)

Got my nails done and idly noticed that one panel of the nail swatches had a few random ones named after US place names... so I took a picture and when I got home, looked up all the places and plotted them onto a map.

This is one of my all time favourite visual diaries, honestly

 

Got the train down to rural Sussex to go for a Big Hike with my pal James. Stayed over to start early the next day, but did a mini hike in the evening to Sussex's smallest church. The weather was divine and I had an absolutely glorious time. I hope James is pleased to be featured TWICE in the visual diaries, and not too disappointed that I drew him tiny both times...

 

Big Hike itself was somewhat less fun, though I am always happy to spend a day walking with a friend (especially in such lovely weather), I had forgotten quite how many hills are involved in walking the Seven Sisters (which I last did, uh, 17 years ago?!)

Here's the big news! I applied for a job...

And got it!!

In some ways, this will be a barely noticable change for casual Emma fans (lol). I still lecture at LCC, I am still contracted 0.6 (3 days a week)... But for me, it's big!! 

I will be moving from Year 1 Lead of BA User Experience Design to Lecturer on MA Design for Data Visualisation (aka the coolest course out there). It might seem like a step down to lose the 'year 1 lead' title, but in practice, teaching at MA level is a great career move at this point, and super exciting working with students at that level. Not to mention the only permanent staff on this course will me and course leader Keir (who I have worked with previously and had just the best time with) — which means in practice I will have a lot of power to do cool creative stuff (probably more than in my current role). 

I am genuinely sad to leave BAUXD — so sad in fact that I am in the process of negotiating some continued teaching over there, but this is basically the only role I would have considered leaving for, and I am super excited to start!

Is it weird to make fan-art about your new job?! MAYBE (Keir loved this one and said we should frame it, haha)

The problem with boardgames as a hobby is: men

(Here's my partner stood in our sunny living room complaining about men.)

The great joy of academia is that everyone logs off in summer. The great stress of freelance work is that... everyone also logs off in summer. The result of this is that I am decidedly light on work right now (hiiiiii freelance clients), but rather than moping and being anxious about it like last year (when my teaching work was uncertain), I am trying to celebrate having this new role, enjoying what little work I do have, accepting being a bit broke over the summer, and making the most of nice weather and nice things.

Nice things like A BIG BOWL OF DUMPLINGS

As previously mentioned, it is SO GREAT not having massive tits any more. I celebrate it every single day and will probably continue to do so for the rest of my life. Several people have privately reached out to me over the last few years since I got them lopped off considering doing the same thing, and this visual diary is for all of them. IT'S GREAT, if you can get the money together, do not even hesitate. (My only slight regret is being talked out of going fully flat, but gotta take the wins where I can)

I like her funny poses, I like less when she spends all her time lying in doorways

My partner got a terrible cold, but at time of writing, I have NOT YET SUCCUMBED. Dare to dream that we have somehow managed to share our flat and not both get sick?! Has this ever happened? Pretty sure I am going to go down any day now...

Had the immense privilege of running a workshop about my visual diarying for LTUX Brighton. It was so much fun to share this stupid hobby with lots of lovely women, and run some activities encouraging people to pursue it themselves! Ironically I did this Not Very Good one, but in my defence I did it hurriedly during the workshop itself. 

It's funny because when I look at each month's drawings in isolation I'm often like 'okay sure, some average drawings', but then when I revisit them and/or see loads of them together, I'm like... wow, this sure is a body of work?!!

Maybe at the 20 year mark I'll do an exhibition or something. (That stupid one above about the nail polish colours will definitely have a place in it, haha)

My pal V makes games, and sometimes I am lucky enough to get to test them out. This one relied on hyper-realistic models of chips and sausages, and I loved it.

While technically I don't start in my new MA Data Vis role until August, I am TOO KEEN, so went along to help out with their annual Data vis conference Design:Data. It was super fun and thought provoking, and I particularly enjoyed this workshop warm up activity encouraging us to find different ways of visualising the difference between now and ten years ago

Dragged my partner out in the heat to WADDON, home of Wing Yip and Pets at Home (this is my idea of a good time, okay)


 In case you didn't get the hint already: EMMA LOVES SUMMER

What I love less though, is trying to work in this heat.

So instead, I am writing this blog!!! Which is also a struggle tbh. Time to LOG OFF and head into July!